Super 8

"She used to look at me. this way, like really look. and I just knew I was there... that I existed"

I watched the movie super 8 today,  I was interested in the movie for some reason, it reminded me of myself and how when I was young and how at 16 I lost my best friend the a industrial accident  how that event really changed my whole life, and how I always had crushes on the pretty girls they would touch my soul in ways that I could never put into words and that never saw me,  like I didn't exist,  how the one thing in the universe that I wanted was for that pretty girl to see me for what and who I really was it never happened