In the dark, way up high, spider webs cling to my legs, rolling clouds, lightening in the distance, try to catch my breath, labored breathing, vision clear, thump, thump, thump, drums sound like the mothers heart beat in the womb, harmonic energy floating on the breeze as the smell of cigarettes and alcohol make me physically ill. I wonder how much these people must crave escape or even death to poison themselves in this way, these so called brave or enlightened souls that face challenges and adversity every day end up drowning themselves in alcohol and toxins then claim to help people, when all they do is run and hide from themselves to a sea of endless lies and a fog filled fantasy of what they think reality is. You tell the lies long enough and you'll believe them. You may even convince yourself and others your part or the solution but you really end up part of the problem. The sad part is the world is filled with many lost and lonely souls that the second someone shows them a glimmer of hope or a kind word or gesture they feel they have found a savior when all they have found is just another lost soul clinging to others for validation or worse feeding off others for energy.

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